I didn't mean it when I said I didn't love you so.
I should have held on tight I never should have let you go.
I didn't know nothing I was stupid, I was foolish.
I was lying to myself.

Just so you know, it hurts alot when I see you online and not talking to me. You seemed to be avoiding. Im pondering if what Patrick said were true. Cause I hope it is.

Agnes was hospitalised. She wanted to commit suicide due to some problems she was facing. I wasn't even there for her when she need someone to be there. And I only knew about this after reading Joey's blog. How slow can I get?

Im in a turmoil.